SICK DAYS CAN BE OK! 2-27-19
Feb 28, 2019
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rFOnJM2lSOg

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good afternoon you guys Wednesday we are
I was telling you guys we had to run a
couple of errands one is to go and get
me some medicine for my head cold that's
come on out of nowhere
my lungs feel released like really tight
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so I probably maybe need to do my
inhaler or something I don't know but I
just haven't felt very good today as I
was sharing with you guys earlier and
I'm so so sorry that I did not come on
and do my life tonight I just you know I
want to come on and be in a good mood
and feed be my normal self but I just
don't feel like I've been my normal self
today cliff just haven't felt good but
for sure I will be hitting my my live
button tomorrow because I will be doing
better so so anyways but I just wanted
to check in with you guys and say an
official good morning we're gonna go and
do a few things that we got to get done
and then it's back home for this gal
because I am NOT out to do much I can't
seem to keep warm
I've kept my bedroom pretty cold because
they say that better that you the better
that you do the colder atmosphere heals
out the bunch and I don't want my kids
to get this so anyways I have no idea
where I picked it up from but alright
guys I will check in with you guys a
little bit the kids are very excited
because they see snow on the side of the
road so anyways I just wanted to check
in and say
a little bit you guys so I am just
getting back um that was a complete
challenge to do what I did so we ended
up going into always a lot we had to go
and meet somebody over there and then we
ended up from there we were gonna go to
Walmart and all he had something come up
so he was like can we just you know can
we at least cut one store out I was like
you know what let's just go to Target
let's go to Dollar Tree I need to just
grab some stuff cuz stole Dollar Tree is
not far from my house so I was just like
why don't we just grab what I need to
get from Dollar Tree that will knock out
one store for me to have to go to until
tomorrow what I'm gonna have to go to
Michael's and Walmart to pick up the
rest of my stuff so he was like yeah
let's go ahead and do that oh my god you
guys I literally felt like I was back at
500 pounds walking to the store in the
sense that I couldn't breathe like
literally and I am really sorry I'm
apologizing right now I have you guys
like completely jerry-rigged on my phone
holder because I can't find my other one
anyways I literally felt like I was back
at 500 pounds walking through the store
I could not breathe my lungs felt like
they were going to close in on myself I
had to keep walking slow because I had
to keep like trying to catch my breath
my lungs feel so tight like my throat
the sound of my voice isn't bad but it's
my lungs and then all up in here there's
a whole bunch of pressure like I could
just fill it in my head and then my my
pain in that area where I was saying it
was hurting really bad earlier that's
subsided for now we'll see how that
continues hopefully it doesn't come back
I really don't want it to come back
but with my husband's help
I did get to get some stuff done that I
needed to do so I wanted to show you
guys what I got from Dollar Tree really
quick it's gonna be quick because I
really just want to go lay down I really
don't feel good so I picked up another
head scarf I love them you guys I am
having so much fun with these things so
I did pick up that one I picked up this
one how fun is that look all the colors
so pretty I love it it's got butterflies
and all sorts of stuff I got me up just
a plain red one you know I mean I'm sure
they'll be day where I want to just wear
red hey I could wear it with this and B
catch-up and mustard see I can't I can't
laughs or I start hacking anyways and
then I got just a plain black one as
well I think they're so pretty and I
just I can do so much with these so I
picked up those for the rest of this is
all stuff for my business so anyways I
picked up some wrapping paper yes for my
business because I've got a fun thing
I'm gonna try and do with my tumblers
I'm so excited to try it I've never done
it before clearly but it's always worth
a shot
I got this color as well it's gonna be
something fun to try I got I got some of
these tumblers I'm gonna try them there
they've got slide lids on them and these
are they don't say the size but I think
they're there are 14 ounces I'm
believing but they're very nice I mean
honestly and I'm gonna put decals on
them and epoxy em and make them all nice
and fun and so I will have that one I
got a red color one same thing
I got a blue one and then I got this one
as well it's just a gray one so I
thought maybe I could even try because
it's gray I can try and do this with the
gray I don't know it's again worth a
shot
I don't know how all work but it's worth
a play I'm not gonna do it tonight so
I'm gonna stay away from my epoxy
tonight just cuz the way that my lungs
are filling and stuff but you know it's
you know I mean and yes I get these ones
from Dollar Tree and I do charge still a
lot for them but you guys have to take
an account that I'm also using my epoxy
and you know all of my equipment and
stuff like that so I do get some of this
stuff from Dollar Tree but I still
charge for him because of the fact now
my big tumblers like my the Bubba
stainless still ones I had those from
Walmart my clear my clear tumblers I've
gotten from Amazon I get a bundle of
them and then oh and I also picked up
some more of these ones which I do have
one I want to show you that I got done
I'm so excited about it okay look at
this Cup you guys coffee is my best
friend and it's just like marble and
it's the 14 ounce coffee cup but I am
just in love with it but I do get some
of these but what I actually use these
ones for I did make one with this kind
of tumbler I wanted to see how it's
gonna turn out which I think it turned
out beautiful so I probably will do some
more of those um see ya see this one
says it's a 14 ounce so I mean I'm
pretty sure those are gonna be oh maybe
it's maybe it's a 16 ounce er maybe I
don't know it's weird how it doesn't
have the like this one says 14 ounces
but this one doesn't anyways and these
say hand wash tumble or tumblr hand wash
only so I mean that already is telling
you to
hand wash them but anyways what I'm
going to do is I use these test hold my
tumblers as they're getting done so I
picked up one two I picked up this
because I'm gonna put my used
paintbrushes and stuff in this because
these are nice to be able to use oh I
picked up a few of these stuffed animals
because I'm going to vinyl them I can
personalize them with names on them so
for people's Valentine's I went ahead
and picked up the holes I think they're
so cute I picked up a comb because you
know this moment doesn't have enough
combs
kids take off of them so that's that I
got one of these I'm gonna put it under
my tumblr Turner to catch the epoxy so I
picked up that I picked up two of these
two of these I'm going to lay them down
on my dresser where I do my epoxy and
stuff because my epoxy has gotten on my
dresser and I'm just trying not to like
ruin it so I picked up two of these to
kind of catch the epoxy I picked up a
whole bunch of these footballs because I
need them for my drawing circuits I'm
gonna show right now just because I'm
trying to get through this quickly
I got a duck for also to do by knowing
lysing see I picked up three more of I
bash myself wax paper I'm gonna need wax
paper like no other so I picked up those
I picked up two of these trays to put
under while I'm doing my glitter so it
catches because the glitter everywhere
oh yeah okay so I picked up two more of
those metal one but those are going to
be strictly used for catchers but I
already have quite a few of those
tumblers in all these closets so either
way I picked up some more these cups
these are for my epoxy mix beam comes
with 24 of them so I have a little bit
left so I picked up another I picked up
two of these spoon
three fours as well these will be nice
to use for not for mixing but these
would be kind of cute for baby spoons
but I picked them up for my glitter er
so when I'm using my glitter and stuff
that will be kinda nice I also picked up
this because you know glitter gets
everywhere on my dresser and so I
thought this will be great to come in
handy to just you know pick it up and
use it though I picked up two pairs of
these slippers I'm excited to try them
for just little house slippers something
something fun you know summers coming so
to throw them on and go and that
completes my whole just a lot of stuff
that I needed to get for my business
stuff and
you know but it was just trying to get
it before I passed out you never get
enough air in my lungs but anyways okay
I'm gonna go and throw all this away
before my kids start going through it
all in thinking it's theirs but I will
check in with you guys in a little bit
so Omar's way of asking for a napkin is
mommy I want a map c'n uncle white a map
kidding I'm thinkin map get mommy map
Caen I said a napkin yes that's a map
Caen kill me now
I love the way kids say things it's
quite funny hey everybody good morning
well I'm saying good morning cuz
actually I am on Thursday morning
closing for Wednesday night you guys I
was so sick yesterday it was just it
wasn't even funny how sick I it's been a
long time since I've been that sick
between being in so much pain
with my side too just the whole shipping
of coming down with a cold or I don't
know what was going on but I am here to
say that I'm feeling much better thank
goodness because last night I was just
like oh I wanted to throw the towel in I
still sound like a groggily old man
apologize for that but you know goodness
and I have my tripod completely
jerry-rigged right now you guys let's
open pray that this doesn't fall um
thank you so much for everybody
understanding that yesterday not going
live I just you know I wanted to be able
to go live and honestly be feeling good
because you know I don't want to go live
and feel like I'm just like so it just
you know I it was very important for me
to feel good when I go live and so
tonight I am gonna go live I am really
excited I probably gonna sound like this
I'm probably gonna look like this but
you know what it's all good right right
hmm I still feel very very very very
swollen very swollen um I don't really
know what's going on but um I'm very
like puffy
I have my ultrasound today so hopefully
we'll get some great answers maybe let's
hope and pray so we get good answers
let's do our book reading really quick
my favorite time I love this type excuse
the noise my son is uh bringing in all
of his toys he wants to he wants to
chill with his mama so he has all his
cars down here on the floor and he's
going to play with them so we get to
hear all more plane um okay
so January 27th dear self you were not
meant to hustle every minute of every
day a rested mind body can accomplish
more than a weary one can rest let's
read that again that's a good one dear
self you were not meant to hustle every
minute of every day a rested mind body
can accomplish more than a weary one can
rest that is awesome and you know
yesterday I did a lot of rusting to be
honest with you I did go to Dollar Tree
and I did do a few little things well no
that was all I did do was Dollar Tree I
needed to go to Walmart but I just you
know it was one of those where I went
through Dollar Tree and I could barely
breathe in the store that I just was
like you know what this is anyway and
get me very far so I decided not to
continue to go to Walmart or anywhere
else I just simply when did Dollar Tree
got what I needed and got out um however
today I'm gonna go to Walmart because I
have to I mean I have to go to Walmart
and I have to go to Michael's I've got
some orders that have come in and I'm so
excited but I've got to get some stuff
so I get my orders in um but yeah so I
am truly excited I'm like I said I'm
feeling a little bit better I'm not in
pain per se in my side or any of
stuff that has subsided the urgency of
having to use the restroom has picked
back up so I am just what I'm doing is I
am logging everything everything that I
notice in my body changing I just write
it down on my my little notebook and
that way then we can kind of start
keeping a log of all the different
things that are changing so that we know
like okay well on this day this was
happening so a month from now who knows
maybe those things will be happening
around the same time and that will kind
of give us a little bit of an a queue of
things happening so urgency for the
restroom has really picked up so I don't
know and that came yeah I will say it
came about the same time that my pain
started on my side although like I said
the pain on my side is not there right
now um thank God who is I don't want to
be second be in pain because yesterday
was horrible but anyways thank you
everybody for reaching out and sharing
such amazing uplifting little quotes to
help me feel better and little
techniques to try to make me feel better
faster you know I just love all of the
ideas it just makes me feel so good um
it's you know I just I love I love I
love I love you guys um today's is gonna
be quite short I'm sorry but I do have
to get up and I have to go and get a
shower in and get ready for my doctor's
appointment so I didn't have as well see
me tonight on live so that's a great
thing yes honey yes but me has a
doctor's appointment um so I will be
live tonight at 5:00 p.m. Pacific
Standard Time my time so if your New
York time that's three hours ahead um
what else and then I'm just gonna do my
normal vlog for today
um which you guys will see tomorrow but
I just wanted to make by closing tonight
so that I can go art today
I can't even think make my closing so I
can edit and get my video up for you
guys for today
and then I will check in with you guys
here shortly after I take a shower and
get ready for my doctor's appointment
and then I will see you guys tonight at
5 p.m. I hope you guys have a wonderful
blessed day and I will talk to you very
soon bye
